song?

it's that same long walk
same outcome i've trudged towards
one more day of disappointment
another night of sleeping alone
when does the chance to prove myself come?
i've waited years to show the world what i'm worth
hiding from demons only holds them at bay
my emotions have become as weak as my bones
this isn't what i wanted
this isn't how i pictured it
i've had so many second chances
none of which meant anything at all
i loved, i lied, i felt the highest touch
i hurt, i died, i felt the deepest crutch